Extra TV has reported that Rapper Chris Brown has opened up in graphic detail about the night he assaulted Rihanna in 2009. In the new documentary, ? Chris Brown: Welcome to My Life,? the star tells the story in his own words, saying, ?I felt like a f**king monster.? Chris claims they were fighting over a woman with whom he had previously had a sexual relationship and things got out of control. The argument started at the pre-Grammys Clive Davis party and came to a head in the car afterward when Rihanna found a text from the woman on his phone. He said: ?I remember she tried to kick me, just her being upset, but then I really hit her, with a closed fist".