VIDEO : Selena Gomez Makes First Public Appearance Since Death of Jake Bailey

It was with a heavy heart that Selena Gomez stepped out last night to the InStyle Awards . On Friday, her makeup artist and close friend Jake Bailey was found dead of an apparent suicide . "It was kinda hard to go out tonight but I would do anything for @kystyle -she deserves the award of the night at #InStyleAwards she makes us ladies feel beautiful always x," Gomez wrote on her Instagram referring to her stylist Kate Young . Gomez was one of many of Bailey's star-studded client list, which also included Katy Perry , Emmy Rossum , Jenna Dewan Tatum , Ashley Benson and Nicole Richie .