VIDEO : Holly Madison Reveals She Contemplated Suicide While Living at the Playboy Mansion

For Holly Madison, it wasn't always glitz and glamour inside of the Playboy Mansion. The Girls Next Door alum reveals in her new book,
Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny , that she contemplated suicide while living at the Playboy Mansion as Hugh Hefner's No. 1 girlfriend. Madison writes that she felt trapped inside the property. The former Playboy bunny also dishes that inside the walls of the mansion the girls lived cutthroat lives where Hefner, 89, allegedly pinned them against each other for "drama."??